Published: Aug 21, 2013 6:38 PM EDT
Updated: Aug 21, 2013 7:56 PM EDT

GOLDEN GATE ESTATES, Fla.- Only WINK News is talking with the fiancee of Joseph Suazo, the young man deputies say was gunned down by his father last week in Collier County.

Just a teenager Rosa Gonzalez is already burying the love of her life.

She agreed to sit down with us because she doesn't want Joseph to be remembered for the crime that took his life, but for the love he left behind.

Joseph Suazo was murdered along with his mother Johanna Nunez in Golden Gate on August 15, 2013.  Collier County deputies say Joseph's father, Jose Suazo is the man who pulled the trigger.  He remains in the Collier County jail.

Rosa is having a hard time coming to grips with the death of her fiancee. "I wouldn't say he was perfect, but he was close."

Rosa says she and Joseph dreamed of going to college, getting married and having children.  But now that dream has been shattered. Rosa says, " I can't sleep at night, I can't be brother always has to be with me."

What she misses most are the daily messages, phone calls and videos Joseph would send her...telling her how much he loved her.

"He had pretty much everything, he was everything I wanted.  I just loved him."